Finally free. this few day busy with study and I'm very worry with his court. what should i do now? i really hate myself. why can't i help anything.  

woke up have my breakfast with meimei. than dad was hungry. took eight zero six to four one seven have our lunch there. a company dad to cut his hair. bus back home then. start doing house work with meimei. changed bed-sheet , wash window and keep whole room. whole body now very pain :{ 

i don't know why i really feel like crying ! i'm really very worry about you. but i'm sorry that i can't a company you to your court on that day. ( i know you don't want see me on your court that day too ! ) 

BENJAMIN CHIA ZHENG JIE 

I REALLY MISS YOU !